He's too good for me........really?

So it has been a month since I have been at university and everything was going good but they say all good things must come to an end. So I have always been a confident person and a beautiful one but words do hurt something we all at some points in our life have to learn. It's funny its usually the words people hide and say behind you r back which hurt the most. I guess it's because behind closed doors people can let go and say what they truly feel about you as they are to afraid to say it to your face. Now you see I am the opposite I fear none but God, so I will tell you straight up to your face what I think of you especially as a so called "friend". Okay but can you really call somebody you've only know for about a month a friend? It's a honest question...can you?

Hypothetically or in reality I liked a guy who is younger than me, another race and from a different background to me. And in confidence I tell you my "friend" how I feel about this person and what happened between us as i need someone to talk to and process things. So you betray my trust and tell somebody what I told you even though you know its wrong.....shoot it only took you 1day before you told two people.  But un top of that what really pissed me off was that you said that "you can't see us together, we don't fit" or some shit like that (not in a nice way) implying that you think he is too good for me. WTF.....he's too good for me? Why is that? Is it the way I look?
I would never say that to a friend about someone she was with/like.
I believe that sometimes two people may be different but that doesn't mean one person
 is too good for the other.

I'm not going to lie I was slightly hurt by what she said, but the ignorance of some people amazes me. I know some women are bitchy but never from a friend I thought I would experience this...just makes me want to "punch you in the throat".

So why can't you see us together, he's too good for me?
Is it because I'm not white....blonde hair with blue eyes?
Maybe because I'm not stick thin?
Is it because you want him?

The attraction between men and women is something that cannot be explained and should not be judged by the likes of YOU!!! Why wouldn't he be interested, look at me I'm flipping AMAZING!

Scratch that I'm SEXY & I KNOW IT!!!